True to shifts in form, the account of being in Edmonton will be presented differently. Whereas all days in this 2 week journey had been previously given the treatment of their own post, a single post will be given in consideration of the time between here and my departure from Edmonton, then another post to detail the drive back to Hay River ending the vacation.
I had thought a while about how to describe the time in Alberta's capital city, and decided to reflect the journey as it was felt in the separate halves of Canmore and Edmonton. Both places offered so much, but so differently. Where Canmore gave a day by day package of surprising and captivating moments, Edmonton offered something of an "overall" experience. I find it hard to wax poetic over a city sometimes, with nature making it impossible not to get wordy.
And now, in a nutshell of generous size and capacity, I give you Edmonton.
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Arriving in the supper hour of April 24, the evening was somewhat low key. We made time for relaxation and supper, opting to go out for an evening of drinking across the river on Whyte Avenue. Already tired, the evening felt more like a lucid dream than any sort of ambitious undertaking. We drifted aimlessly, settling on a pub with an open mic, a rather lucky find in a publication we picked up earlier in the evening.
Just edging my way into the closing slot, I felt on for those three songs. I cranked out a few hits from my repertoire and did well to gain some applause. Another performer approached me after with a full list of open mics in the city, offering the opportunity to basically do an impromptu city wide tour to be paid in alcohol and the like. Our evenings had a direction, and we made it to an open mic every night save for our final evening there, even making it to two in one night midweek.
The consumption of alcohol was of a staggering quantity in Edmonton. In Canmore it was always present but definitely less pressing. With Brad, I uttered a phrase that first morning in the hotel room that would set the tone for our week together in relation to the creature. As I lifted my head around 9:30am, I poured a stiff drink over ice. Brad, though not surprised by my determination, suggested it may be a little early to have a drink. I replied through dry lips that "I wasn't having a drink, I had begun drinking". An immense difference, the explanation was satisfactory enough to bring Brad around to my logic and he himself settled in to a cold beer.
Upon waking every morning we worked almost ritualistically to bring ourselves to beginning the day. We would rotate showers, coffee duty, and we would spend easily an hour just throwing the covers back from our respective slumbers in order to proceed with any plans. After breakfast or brunch, we would venture in to the daylight hours of Edmonton.
Each day started with a music shop, a bounty of which existed on Whyte Avenue and the area. Some were average, run of the mill shops with a lacking selection, these ones appearing more on the way out of business. Other shops were top of the line, great selections, eager salespeople, and a stronger hold in the local market. Two particular shops I recalled were the big chain store that looked so unappealing that I was surprised when inside that the selection was huge and very current. Another store was brilliantly baffling and so crammed with instruments that I could hardly gather it all in. This store would have a $300 no name guitar next to a $4500 Gibson next to a $15,000 Martin.
Lunch or supper was always met with a pairing of life's finer liquids, my appetite for rye, scotch, and coffee liqueurs always alive. We found ourselves in pizza or pub mode a few nights, one night opting to barbecue at Brad's friend's place, another we had spent the day apart, dining alone, the last evening together going on all out a steak dinner. We truly ate and drank like kings that week, and I felt we made the most of what the city gave us. We often marked the beginning of evening back at the hotel wasting off the meal hangovers, drinks in hand with blank stares, TV on. I knew when it was time when Brad or I would remark that the city is not the greatest, but we are truly having a great time. With that, we were off.
As mentioned, we were hounding every open mic in the city that week. Brad, a hell of a guitar player, played only once, while I do believe I played each of the 8 or so we visited. We saw all manner of music in that week from rock to country, punk to blues, and mixes of many more. For the record I would have to say that was the most live music I have ever taken in over such a span of time, a wonderful experience.
We did spend one day apart, Brad going to a museum, myself stupidly opting out to spend the day with a girl I had met at the previous evening's open mic. She was a nice and beautiful girl, but I was merely testing my waters. A few days before I had made some sort of resolution to try and put my past to rest, and figured a one-off hangout with a total stranger was as good way as any to see if I could proceed, however cautious. I found that I could be at ease, but I was a long shot from even wanting to venture in to any realm of connection.
Early evening at the hotel I enjoyed some scotch and waited a short time to see if Brad would call for supper. After a couple of hours I headed out for pizza, and as if fate itself wanted to reinforce my decision that I was not yet ready to enter the land of the loving again, my phone rang upon ordering my first beer. It was Wendy. She had called for some familiar support in a time of mourning, and I had to do my best to be the shoulder she needed. I wanted desperately to unleash my feelings but it was hardly the time for it. We talked for a bit and I bid her good evening, meeting up with Brad a short time after finishing supper.
On our final evening in Edmonton, Brad and I treated ourselves to a steak dinner that still stands as the best cut of meat I have ever eaten. When we arrived at the steak house, we were under the impression that it was of the modern family chain variety and we dressed accordingly, electing for a casual attire just above pajamas. Walking through the front door we were met with opulence, grand decor, suits and ties, immediately feeling quite out of place. The hostess asked if we had intended to be here or had come by mistake, in unison we replied "both". She looked us over, went against her judgement and allowed us to sit in the pub side, in the back, nearest the largest shadows.
Truthfully, we took a booth just inside the door, and we were treated fantastically. All details of each dish we ordered were explained to their furthest extent, and we enjoyed scallops, amazing mushroom platters, potatoes and steak. The steak was obviously their signature item, and they made good on their assertions. Searing each side to close the flavor in, it was flash cooked at nearly 1500 degrees for about 45 seconds, served on its own plate with a generous chunk of butter melting through as it is set on the table. We were filled to say the least, each of us enjoying two coffees with several ounces of alcohol in each while we waited out our lethargy.
A last trip on the town brought us full circle to the bar we had visited the first evening we were in Edmonton. Later in the evening I recognized the bartender from high school, each of us somewhat shocked we had not seen each other since graduating and would run in to each other here, some 5000 kilometers from home. Our exit from the bar was swift and hilarious, all tributes going to Brad. He had gone for a dance move near the stage, slipping in a spilled drink and grabbing the stage monitor for balance. The monitor, decades from sturdy, came over with Brad, the 100 pound speaker just missing his head as he rolled out of the way. Back on his feet, Brad replaced the monitor, grabbed me and we headed for the door, laughing the whole cab ride to the hotel.
Friday morning, we woke up earlier for breakfast as Brad had to get to the airport for his flight back to New Brunswick. Unceremoniously, we said our goodbyes as his shuttle pulled up, both of us worse for wear from a rather action packed week. I had just started the truck when Brad called me from the airport, a message of conviction that the week had taken its toll, a sign of victory. We had surely had a good time.
Edmonton, though attractive enough, did not do it for me. I secretly wished I had met Brad in Calgary and then headed right back to Canmore for another week. The city was extremely accessible: bicycles abound, an honor system train service, and reasonable cab fares. All of these factors making every reach of the city possible to see, we did so, and still I felt a blandness. The people were great, but whatever it was, something was lacking. I would surely visit again, but only for a night or two. I believe any distaste I felt would be attributed to having overstayed my own welcome, and I had simply missed my queue to leave earlier. Nonetheless, amazing people and a hell of a time.
I made haste for Grande Prairie for the final evening away, a fitting last stop on the circuit I had picked as it was the same place, same hotel, same room where I had spent the first evening of the two week journey. The next day, I would drive 7 hours back to Hay River, picking up Carter along the way, a reunion I desperately awaited. I thought of him all that day's drive, making little note of a few vistas and one amazing train bridge, stopping only for gas, and once in the pouring rain to fix a wiper.
In to Grande Prairie, I stopped for supper and picked up a couple beer, retreated to my room and promptly fell asleep after a few bottles. I had intended to go out and celebrate the trip, but this seemed appropriate, and a few drinks at the real end the next day would be just as appreciated.
I slept heavily, but not before a deep regret of not booking a longer vacation. I hated the fact that it was ending, but I would soon see my dog, later see the North begin to thaw out, and later yet, finally see the merits of my hard work addressed.
Vacation, unbeknown to me, had changed everything I thought I knew about my current place in life. Tomorrow I was saying goodbye to the open road, but not for long.
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Trip - Day 7 - Saturday, April 24, 2010
If you've ever tried to pry two bricks apart from their mortar, you will have some idea of the degree of difficulty I encountered whilst trying to open my eyes the morning of my departure from Canmore. Apparently many world record attempts were made on my part in regard to alcohol, and waking with a surprising lack of medals or rewards, I deduced it was all for naught.
But, I was told it was a hell of a time.
A quick goodbye to Jaclyn, a stop at Tim Hortons with Noel, a hug and a handshake, and I was off to Edmonton to meet up with Brad. Some months earlier, I had posted an open letter to my friends begging, pleading that one or more of them meet me somewhere on my vacation. Brad, a friend and band mate, accepted the mission and we decided on Edmonton as a meeting place, neither of us having actually been there. I had been to the airport and a nearby hotel on my way North, but we enjoyed the idea of a city that had never seen either of us trying to handle our powers combined.
Weather, time, and energy were a few factors that dictated my rerouting of course to Edmonton. Having planned to actually drive away from my destination and swoop under Calgary, then up to YEG on the backroads to the East of the highway, disappointment was rampant when the weather stated heavy snow at times for both my initial and backup routes. The backup plan was a more direct track halfway back through the Jasper Highway, across to Rocky Mountain House and through to Red Deer, then a quick skip to Edmonton. Feeling the effects of the night before, the time and weather running short on my side, I chose to negate my intended route and get there faster.
Mild delays popped up with the construction leaving Canmore, and having driven straight through the highway coming in, I decided to use the imposed relaxed pace as an excuse to see a few of those famed places you always hear about.
Banff was a mere 20 minutes from Canmore and I thought I'd have a look from Norkay on the East side of the valley. I had always gotten the impression that Banff was like Lake Louise, which I would see later in the day. I thought it was a resort, not a resort town. From the switchbacks on Norkay I saw that there was a sizable little town below me, and having been mistaken my entire life as to what Banff was I needed to investigate further. Back across the highway, I drove into town and quickly got lost. I think I was busy being unimpressed by the difference in what I expected and what I ended up with. I do believe it is a place I would need more than 25 minutes in to make an informed judgement, and I mean no ill intent, but it just didn't do it for me.
Back on the road another half hour, the snow and construction were in force. I followed a transport truck for the entire span between Banff and Lake Louise, and was happy to pull off to see this famed hotel. I parked and made the walk up to the lake itself, sitting on a bench and looking for the first time at a view I've seen a thousand times in pictures, commercials, and otherwise. A thick haze had settled in with the snow and covered the top quarter of the surrounding mountains, a stiff breeze accompanying an already grey viewing. I headed inside to have a brief walk through the Chateau Lake Louise.
Entering into the lobby, a nouveau regal hue swept across every edge of the place. It was definitely impressive, but again, due to the lore and previous accounts I had been subjected to, I had expected more. I toured the small cafeteria and shops, looking for a trinket to mark the occasion, finding nothing but a few pictures to take myself. I walked back to the truck and made my way to a restaurant near the highway for breakfast.
A truly unremarkable experience, lacking taste and moments worth mention, the meal did nothing for my appetite. I picked up some snacks for the road and made for Edmonton, sights set on Rocky Mountain House, halfway into the 6 hours I had remaining on the road. I started out of the mountains proper at Saskatchewan River Crossing, route 11 turning East through a wondrous drive of peaks, lakes, foothills, and a road surely intended for a motorcycle.
At any point in this trip where I had been driving for over 2 hours, the music would fade, the windows would go up and I would find myself unintentionally driving in silence. What part of my transom took over my immediate environment in those moments is a mystery to me, but the folds awoken in that phase were unmistakable. A blank stare through the windshield, my thoughts would drift in from each approaching turn. Again, the pains of the empty passenger seat made me ache for Carter, and one last time for a long time, Wendy.
The remission I found myself in at times was only natural; the acid flashback style hangovers of old love mixed with the parental tides of emotion in missing my dog. I wished my plans for a "no plans" vacation merited bringing Carter, but it would be too difficult and compromising for both of us. Missing Wendy would never truly come to an end, but this final traipse through that whole mess felt final. I would hear from her again, we would exchange pleasantries, but I had to let it go. I had to accept the finality of it all, and I put it to sleep along a beautiful pass lined by a lake and motionless woodlands. It was a fitting place that mirrored the beauty in the release, the stunning awe of the love we had, yet it could not hold a candle to her image. It was seldom that something ever could, and I would attest that nothing ever will.
It hurt to say that goodbye, and I did not look back to regard where I left my heart on that deserted road. I would pick it up someday if needed.
Along one expanse near the Douglas Fir Natural Area I stopped to snap some pictures and have a stretch, then passed through cozy little spots like Nordegg and Alexo, again spying plots of land where I could waste away my years. Near the next hamlet of Hoburg, I again paused, consulting my maps and notes to pick up a dirt road I had read about on a local forum. I would shadow route 11 for a bit then hop back on, electing to see beyond the treeline. With what can only be my luck, the road was single track and impossible to turn around on, so therefore it was only fitting that the snow would pile down and make for zero visibility.
My reliable truck is only rear-wheel, 2 wheel drive, and I had feared getting stuck. Somehow, that concern was never met, but I ended up a few times well out of control on a slope, or meeting up with another truck driven by someone all to comfortable with the conditions. Honestly, white-knuckled and wide-eyed, I truly believed I might die on that road. Half an hour in and having covered no ground, I made for the highway, stopping at a small cove to let the weather pass.
I got back on the highway, making for and passing by Red Deer. Now, had I done any proper digging, I would have enjoyed the immense pleasure of seeing a former roommate from college, my dear friend Loretta. I should have married that girl I think, she was absolutely one of my favorite people ever, and to this day still is. Being none the wiser that she was even in the same province I carried on the Edmonton being somewhat threatened by the weather and transport trucks with no regard for the conditions. I am never shaken by the road, but this day was playing havoc on my nerves.
Coming in to Edmonton from the south west, traffic started to get more confined. One would expect the speed to settle with such cramped quarters, but one cannot do such a thing himself because it would be a greater impairment to the flow of vehicles. I was not impressed with the caution-to-the-wind approach of the other motorists so I kept to the cruising lane. At the point I began to see the city itself and relax with the notion of this all being over in a few minutes, it almost came to the point of being all over for good.
Doing the speed limit in the right hand lane, in a flash I had a car beside me in the shoulder. I held steady, the car passing me then cutting in front of the car ahead, that driver not even having had the chance to register the fact the passing car was there. The driver ahead of me reacted by cutting into the middle of three lanes going North in to the city's South side. Next to me was a transport that was cut off by the swerving of the car ahead of me, sending the truck in to a full break stand and slide into my lane. The biggest threat to me was the trailer which was now steaming toward my truck, surely bound to clean me right out and shovel me over all in one swipe. Though a cost effective end, I figured I would try to alter the situation in my favor. I punched the gas and made for the shoulder myself, narrowly being missed by the front end of the truck itself, and speeding forward and back into the lane. The truck, I saw in my rearview, came out of the slide fine, a experienced driver no doubt, crawling back to speed on the shoulder before joining traffic. At the first stop light I encountered I ended up next to the offending vehicle, a young girl at the wheel. I honked, she stupidly rolled her window down, and I let her have it, ending with a suggestion as to the removal of her head from her backside.
All of the road rage I've ever truly felt was over with at that point, and several seconds later I was at the Holiday Inn getting to my room to meet Brad. I had barely got the key in the door when I heard the familiar sounds of beer bottles opening and Brad's tittering chuckles.
We sipped and dined, catching up and sharing stories of our respective trips thus far, Brad having flown out from home in New Brunswick. With his jet leg and my weariness from the trip, we relaxed for a portion of the evening and then began another assault on the body.
A week in Edmonton awaited, our livers already cringing.
But, I was told it was a hell of a time.
A quick goodbye to Jaclyn, a stop at Tim Hortons with Noel, a hug and a handshake, and I was off to Edmonton to meet up with Brad. Some months earlier, I had posted an open letter to my friends begging, pleading that one or more of them meet me somewhere on my vacation. Brad, a friend and band mate, accepted the mission and we decided on Edmonton as a meeting place, neither of us having actually been there. I had been to the airport and a nearby hotel on my way North, but we enjoyed the idea of a city that had never seen either of us trying to handle our powers combined.
Weather, time, and energy were a few factors that dictated my rerouting of course to Edmonton. Having planned to actually drive away from my destination and swoop under Calgary, then up to YEG on the backroads to the East of the highway, disappointment was rampant when the weather stated heavy snow at times for both my initial and backup routes. The backup plan was a more direct track halfway back through the Jasper Highway, across to Rocky Mountain House and through to Red Deer, then a quick skip to Edmonton. Feeling the effects of the night before, the time and weather running short on my side, I chose to negate my intended route and get there faster.
Mild delays popped up with the construction leaving Canmore, and having driven straight through the highway coming in, I decided to use the imposed relaxed pace as an excuse to see a few of those famed places you always hear about.
Banff was a mere 20 minutes from Canmore and I thought I'd have a look from Norkay on the East side of the valley. I had always gotten the impression that Banff was like Lake Louise, which I would see later in the day. I thought it was a resort, not a resort town. From the switchbacks on Norkay I saw that there was a sizable little town below me, and having been mistaken my entire life as to what Banff was I needed to investigate further. Back across the highway, I drove into town and quickly got lost. I think I was busy being unimpressed by the difference in what I expected and what I ended up with. I do believe it is a place I would need more than 25 minutes in to make an informed judgement, and I mean no ill intent, but it just didn't do it for me.
Back on the road another half hour, the snow and construction were in force. I followed a transport truck for the entire span between Banff and Lake Louise, and was happy to pull off to see this famed hotel. I parked and made the walk up to the lake itself, sitting on a bench and looking for the first time at a view I've seen a thousand times in pictures, commercials, and otherwise. A thick haze had settled in with the snow and covered the top quarter of the surrounding mountains, a stiff breeze accompanying an already grey viewing. I headed inside to have a brief walk through the Chateau Lake Louise.
Entering into the lobby, a nouveau regal hue swept across every edge of the place. It was definitely impressive, but again, due to the lore and previous accounts I had been subjected to, I had expected more. I toured the small cafeteria and shops, looking for a trinket to mark the occasion, finding nothing but a few pictures to take myself. I walked back to the truck and made my way to a restaurant near the highway for breakfast.
A truly unremarkable experience, lacking taste and moments worth mention, the meal did nothing for my appetite. I picked up some snacks for the road and made for Edmonton, sights set on Rocky Mountain House, halfway into the 6 hours I had remaining on the road. I started out of the mountains proper at Saskatchewan River Crossing, route 11 turning East through a wondrous drive of peaks, lakes, foothills, and a road surely intended for a motorcycle.
At any point in this trip where I had been driving for over 2 hours, the music would fade, the windows would go up and I would find myself unintentionally driving in silence. What part of my transom took over my immediate environment in those moments is a mystery to me, but the folds awoken in that phase were unmistakable. A blank stare through the windshield, my thoughts would drift in from each approaching turn. Again, the pains of the empty passenger seat made me ache for Carter, and one last time for a long time, Wendy.
The remission I found myself in at times was only natural; the acid flashback style hangovers of old love mixed with the parental tides of emotion in missing my dog. I wished my plans for a "no plans" vacation merited bringing Carter, but it would be too difficult and compromising for both of us. Missing Wendy would never truly come to an end, but this final traipse through that whole mess felt final. I would hear from her again, we would exchange pleasantries, but I had to let it go. I had to accept the finality of it all, and I put it to sleep along a beautiful pass lined by a lake and motionless woodlands. It was a fitting place that mirrored the beauty in the release, the stunning awe of the love we had, yet it could not hold a candle to her image. It was seldom that something ever could, and I would attest that nothing ever will.
It hurt to say that goodbye, and I did not look back to regard where I left my heart on that deserted road. I would pick it up someday if needed.
Along one expanse near the Douglas Fir Natural Area I stopped to snap some pictures and have a stretch, then passed through cozy little spots like Nordegg and Alexo, again spying plots of land where I could waste away my years. Near the next hamlet of Hoburg, I again paused, consulting my maps and notes to pick up a dirt road I had read about on a local forum. I would shadow route 11 for a bit then hop back on, electing to see beyond the treeline. With what can only be my luck, the road was single track and impossible to turn around on, so therefore it was only fitting that the snow would pile down and make for zero visibility.
My reliable truck is only rear-wheel, 2 wheel drive, and I had feared getting stuck. Somehow, that concern was never met, but I ended up a few times well out of control on a slope, or meeting up with another truck driven by someone all to comfortable with the conditions. Honestly, white-knuckled and wide-eyed, I truly believed I might die on that road. Half an hour in and having covered no ground, I made for the highway, stopping at a small cove to let the weather pass.
I got back on the highway, making for and passing by Red Deer. Now, had I done any proper digging, I would have enjoyed the immense pleasure of seeing a former roommate from college, my dear friend Loretta. I should have married that girl I think, she was absolutely one of my favorite people ever, and to this day still is. Being none the wiser that she was even in the same province I carried on the Edmonton being somewhat threatened by the weather and transport trucks with no regard for the conditions. I am never shaken by the road, but this day was playing havoc on my nerves.
Coming in to Edmonton from the south west, traffic started to get more confined. One would expect the speed to settle with such cramped quarters, but one cannot do such a thing himself because it would be a greater impairment to the flow of vehicles. I was not impressed with the caution-to-the-wind approach of the other motorists so I kept to the cruising lane. At the point I began to see the city itself and relax with the notion of this all being over in a few minutes, it almost came to the point of being all over for good.
Doing the speed limit in the right hand lane, in a flash I had a car beside me in the shoulder. I held steady, the car passing me then cutting in front of the car ahead, that driver not even having had the chance to register the fact the passing car was there. The driver ahead of me reacted by cutting into the middle of three lanes going North in to the city's South side. Next to me was a transport that was cut off by the swerving of the car ahead of me, sending the truck in to a full break stand and slide into my lane. The biggest threat to me was the trailer which was now steaming toward my truck, surely bound to clean me right out and shovel me over all in one swipe. Though a cost effective end, I figured I would try to alter the situation in my favor. I punched the gas and made for the shoulder myself, narrowly being missed by the front end of the truck itself, and speeding forward and back into the lane. The truck, I saw in my rearview, came out of the slide fine, a experienced driver no doubt, crawling back to speed on the shoulder before joining traffic. At the first stop light I encountered I ended up next to the offending vehicle, a young girl at the wheel. I honked, she stupidly rolled her window down, and I let her have it, ending with a suggestion as to the removal of her head from her backside.
All of the road rage I've ever truly felt was over with at that point, and several seconds later I was at the Holiday Inn getting to my room to meet Brad. I had barely got the key in the door when I heard the familiar sounds of beer bottles opening and Brad's tittering chuckles.
We sipped and dined, catching up and sharing stories of our respective trips thus far, Brad having flown out from home in New Brunswick. With his jet leg and my weariness from the trip, we relaxed for a portion of the evening and then began another assault on the body.
A week in Edmonton awaited, our livers already cringing.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Trip - Day 6 - Friday, April 23, 2010
Sleep should have come easier after an evening of drinking and fun, but I was awake at 8:30 the following morning, the snow covered Bow Valley impossibly bright in the sun's first light.
With my host still sound asleep, I peeled myself from the couch and made my way downtown for some coffee or breakfast, settling for neither. Having not been able to recharge my body with suitable rest, I felt weak and mildly hungover. Much like the second day I was in Canmore, I looked forward to perhaps a day of relaxing and poking around in the shops, and exactly like that day, I was hooked into more than I had expected.
I got a call around 10:00 from Jaclyn who apologized for her hasty retreat to bed and promptly offered to buy me breakfast. I declined the gesture, but we gathered Noel from his place and went for some nourishment. As per usual, I order eggs benedict, washed down by more coffee and water than one bladder should have to suffer. Over the course of breakfast, a plan for my last day and night in Canmore was being fabricated, and I was feeling rather faint at the thought of pulling a 16 hour day, whereas I had a drive to Edmonton the next day.
Noel was recommending one more drive through Spray Lakes and Kananaskis Country, and it sounded like a laid back approach to seeing everything one last time. Jaclyn opted to pass, or at least attempted too, citing a much needed and important yoga class. Immediately, Noel and I pounced on her, explaining that the choice or option was simply not there to be taken, and that she would be joining us for the afternoon, regardless of whether she cared to or not.
She sighed, sipped her water, and accepted her fate with the announcement that she would need to add a stop to our route into the mountains: the liquor store, of course.
We stocked up and made ourselves as comfortable as three people in a two-seater truck can manage to be, then headed past Ha Ling and on to the loose surface highway. Not wanting to simply repeat any previous days, we kept the directive very much open and picked our way around. We stopped at Spray Lakes for a beer and took in the air, played a rousing game of "hit the water with a rock" (Canada's first national sport, no doubt), and posed for some photos. Having already been here I begged of Noel to show me a new spot on my last day, and he came through with flying colors.
As we left the lakes behind, we headed toward Peter Lougheed Park where we had been previously, and Noel pointed me down a dirt road. We entered into a deserted parking lot beneath Mount Black Prince, a cluster of trees in the center making a large turn-around of the rest area. I parked the truck and took a look around at numerous peaks, lush woods, and a bright sun playing on the crags on the ranges around me.
With the direct sunlight on several mountain faces, Noel said it was prime conditions for avalanches, so we set up shop for about 2 hours. We had a few beer, snacked on the few morsels we thought to bring, kicked a soccer ball around, and then just relaxed in the box of the truck, waiting for snowslides that never came.
For years, I had dreamed of a moment in the mountains that would be forever with me, and here it was. I had never felt happier, more alive, more in touch with myself, and certainly had never pictured this setting and feeling being shared with Noel and Jaclyn.
As I sipped on scotch and we all fell relatively silent, I began to think about my little life. In that moment I knew something had given inside me, and the grim realization of my current state was all too apparent: I had messed up.
I had moved to Hay River with the ambition of starting anew in a strange and challenging place. The overall goal was to use the work experience there to go elsewhere after a year or so, clear up my debt, see the North extensively, and learn more about Canada's forgotten peoples. What was actually occurring up to the point of my vacation was quite the opposite. I was being taken advantage of at work along with being pitted between a manager and staff that were all close friends, my debt barely moved due to the high cost of living, I could not travel due to 60-70 hour work weeks, and I learned more about the ignorance of some white people in the North than the ways and stories of the indigenous people who have called it home for years.
Somehow, this coming to light did not sadden me. I was more relieved, happily sitting with two distant friends in a distant place with those worries just as distant. I snapped out of my daydream and silently made a decision that Hay River would not see me beyond the agreement in my 12 month contract. I knew I was worth more than the experience I was being handed, and the feeling I had that afternoon told me I was right. Sooner or later, I would be gone for good.
We drove back to Canmore and I dropped both Noel and Jaclyn off at their respective requests. Jaclyn vowed to meet me later and Noel was off to work, so I would not see him until my departure the next morning. With an empty cab, I cranked some RUSH and took a spin around town, trying to spy a place for supper.
Santa Lucia Tratorria was located on 8th Street, and the name caught my eye right away, a perfect example of a place I would never choose unless on a date or with a group. I parked a couple of blocks away on purpose to give myself the chance to wander the streets for a half hour before dining, window shopping for a girlfriend I did not have. She was rather happy with my selections.
The restaurant was modest but extremely inviting, and was by far the best dining experience I have ever had flying solo (the alternative being a date in Boston at Excelsior; amazing experience). The decor merely hinted at the surrounding landscape of mountains and forest, feeling somewhat between a classic Italian restaurant and a more modern fine dining room. My gratitude continues with the service from the best waitress I have ever encountered, a young woman who was either fantastically interested in everything she was talking about or an undiscovered star actress. She offered wine pairings for both courses that were wonderful even for someone who does not drink wine, and was prompt and courteous throughout.
Starting with Prince Edward Island scallops in a very bold, zesty sauce, I knew from the first taste that this meal would never be topped. I had never had food that nearly caused me to create a scene in public, that of an orgasmic, grasping shriek and sigh of relief. The panzerotti that followed was nearly as long as my forearm and bowed to a point of nearly half that length. Sarah, as we will call her, brought this behemoth along with a glass of wine and promised to return with scotch and water for my afterburner. Well-timed in a fairly full house, she was astonished to find upon returning that I had finished the entire plate and side salad, and gave me the scotch free of charge. The manager also stopped by the table to offer his congratulations, stating that most people share this meal and that my scotch was well deserved.
I left the restaurant in that familiar "food drunk" state we all must know by now. If you do not know this feeling, stuff yourself with delicious food and carry a pillow, it is wondrous. In order to save myself from the effects of this bodily hijacking, I returned to Noel's for a shower and shave, then met Jaclyn downtown.
We walked to a glorious microbrewery and pub called the Grizzly Paw, a place so welcoming of its environment that it could pass as a natural part of the land. Beautifully used wood and stone created a very warm, lodge feel and they boasted over 20 different draughts on tap. A list nearby noted only those that were not available, the taps bearing the names, and the glasses were proportioned in favor of the patron. Several selections later we made for the Drake for live music and further imbibing of various sorts of alcohol, having a fairly good time until close.
What was supposed to be a day on the grass with some beer, the mountains looming in the sun, a freshly strung guitar, and cigarettes, became a monster of a day that I will never forget and am truly grateful for. I slept on Jaclyn's couch again that night, submitting easily to slumber as the drinking ceased. The next morning I would bid Jaclyn, Noel, and Canmore in general, farewell for the time being.
There was no question in my mind I would be back someday, but that was not my worry. I had picked a 9 hour circuit to Edmonton, sweeping under Calgary, touching small towns and using only back roads. While looking forward to seeing towns like Black Diamond (a favorite KISS song), I was also regarding the weather forecast that threatened every possible route to Edmonton, direct or wandering.
I would make that choice in the morning, for better or worse, and live with it as it happened. At the moment, there was sleep to be had in preparation for what would be a drive both harrowing and beautiful.
With my host still sound asleep, I peeled myself from the couch and made my way downtown for some coffee or breakfast, settling for neither. Having not been able to recharge my body with suitable rest, I felt weak and mildly hungover. Much like the second day I was in Canmore, I looked forward to perhaps a day of relaxing and poking around in the shops, and exactly like that day, I was hooked into more than I had expected.
I got a call around 10:00 from Jaclyn who apologized for her hasty retreat to bed and promptly offered to buy me breakfast. I declined the gesture, but we gathered Noel from his place and went for some nourishment. As per usual, I order eggs benedict, washed down by more coffee and water than one bladder should have to suffer. Over the course of breakfast, a plan for my last day and night in Canmore was being fabricated, and I was feeling rather faint at the thought of pulling a 16 hour day, whereas I had a drive to Edmonton the next day.
Noel was recommending one more drive through Spray Lakes and Kananaskis Country, and it sounded like a laid back approach to seeing everything one last time. Jaclyn opted to pass, or at least attempted too, citing a much needed and important yoga class. Immediately, Noel and I pounced on her, explaining that the choice or option was simply not there to be taken, and that she would be joining us for the afternoon, regardless of whether she cared to or not.
She sighed, sipped her water, and accepted her fate with the announcement that she would need to add a stop to our route into the mountains: the liquor store, of course.
We stocked up and made ourselves as comfortable as three people in a two-seater truck can manage to be, then headed past Ha Ling and on to the loose surface highway. Not wanting to simply repeat any previous days, we kept the directive very much open and picked our way around. We stopped at Spray Lakes for a beer and took in the air, played a rousing game of "hit the water with a rock" (Canada's first national sport, no doubt), and posed for some photos. Having already been here I begged of Noel to show me a new spot on my last day, and he came through with flying colors.
As we left the lakes behind, we headed toward Peter Lougheed Park where we had been previously, and Noel pointed me down a dirt road. We entered into a deserted parking lot beneath Mount Black Prince, a cluster of trees in the center making a large turn-around of the rest area. I parked the truck and took a look around at numerous peaks, lush woods, and a bright sun playing on the crags on the ranges around me.
With the direct sunlight on several mountain faces, Noel said it was prime conditions for avalanches, so we set up shop for about 2 hours. We had a few beer, snacked on the few morsels we thought to bring, kicked a soccer ball around, and then just relaxed in the box of the truck, waiting for snowslides that never came.
For years, I had dreamed of a moment in the mountains that would be forever with me, and here it was. I had never felt happier, more alive, more in touch with myself, and certainly had never pictured this setting and feeling being shared with Noel and Jaclyn.
As I sipped on scotch and we all fell relatively silent, I began to think about my little life. In that moment I knew something had given inside me, and the grim realization of my current state was all too apparent: I had messed up.
I had moved to Hay River with the ambition of starting anew in a strange and challenging place. The overall goal was to use the work experience there to go elsewhere after a year or so, clear up my debt, see the North extensively, and learn more about Canada's forgotten peoples. What was actually occurring up to the point of my vacation was quite the opposite. I was being taken advantage of at work along with being pitted between a manager and staff that were all close friends, my debt barely moved due to the high cost of living, I could not travel due to 60-70 hour work weeks, and I learned more about the ignorance of some white people in the North than the ways and stories of the indigenous people who have called it home for years.
Somehow, this coming to light did not sadden me. I was more relieved, happily sitting with two distant friends in a distant place with those worries just as distant. I snapped out of my daydream and silently made a decision that Hay River would not see me beyond the agreement in my 12 month contract. I knew I was worth more than the experience I was being handed, and the feeling I had that afternoon told me I was right. Sooner or later, I would be gone for good.
We drove back to Canmore and I dropped both Noel and Jaclyn off at their respective requests. Jaclyn vowed to meet me later and Noel was off to work, so I would not see him until my departure the next morning. With an empty cab, I cranked some RUSH and took a spin around town, trying to spy a place for supper.
Santa Lucia Tratorria was located on 8th Street, and the name caught my eye right away, a perfect example of a place I would never choose unless on a date or with a group. I parked a couple of blocks away on purpose to give myself the chance to wander the streets for a half hour before dining, window shopping for a girlfriend I did not have. She was rather happy with my selections.
The restaurant was modest but extremely inviting, and was by far the best dining experience I have ever had flying solo (the alternative being a date in Boston at Excelsior; amazing experience). The decor merely hinted at the surrounding landscape of mountains and forest, feeling somewhat between a classic Italian restaurant and a more modern fine dining room. My gratitude continues with the service from the best waitress I have ever encountered, a young woman who was either fantastically interested in everything she was talking about or an undiscovered star actress. She offered wine pairings for both courses that were wonderful even for someone who does not drink wine, and was prompt and courteous throughout.
Starting with Prince Edward Island scallops in a very bold, zesty sauce, I knew from the first taste that this meal would never be topped. I had never had food that nearly caused me to create a scene in public, that of an orgasmic, grasping shriek and sigh of relief. The panzerotti that followed was nearly as long as my forearm and bowed to a point of nearly half that length. Sarah, as we will call her, brought this behemoth along with a glass of wine and promised to return with scotch and water for my afterburner. Well-timed in a fairly full house, she was astonished to find upon returning that I had finished the entire plate and side salad, and gave me the scotch free of charge. The manager also stopped by the table to offer his congratulations, stating that most people share this meal and that my scotch was well deserved.
I left the restaurant in that familiar "food drunk" state we all must know by now. If you do not know this feeling, stuff yourself with delicious food and carry a pillow, it is wondrous. In order to save myself from the effects of this bodily hijacking, I returned to Noel's for a shower and shave, then met Jaclyn downtown.
We walked to a glorious microbrewery and pub called the Grizzly Paw, a place so welcoming of its environment that it could pass as a natural part of the land. Beautifully used wood and stone created a very warm, lodge feel and they boasted over 20 different draughts on tap. A list nearby noted only those that were not available, the taps bearing the names, and the glasses were proportioned in favor of the patron. Several selections later we made for the Drake for live music and further imbibing of various sorts of alcohol, having a fairly good time until close.
What was supposed to be a day on the grass with some beer, the mountains looming in the sun, a freshly strung guitar, and cigarettes, became a monster of a day that I will never forget and am truly grateful for. I slept on Jaclyn's couch again that night, submitting easily to slumber as the drinking ceased. The next morning I would bid Jaclyn, Noel, and Canmore in general, farewell for the time being.
There was no question in my mind I would be back someday, but that was not my worry. I had picked a 9 hour circuit to Edmonton, sweeping under Calgary, touching small towns and using only back roads. While looking forward to seeing towns like Black Diamond (a favorite KISS song), I was also regarding the weather forecast that threatened every possible route to Edmonton, direct or wandering.
I would make that choice in the morning, for better or worse, and live with it as it happened. At the moment, there was sleep to be had in preparation for what would be a drive both harrowing and beautiful.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Trip - Day 5 – Thursday, April 22, 2010
Ever since I moved to Hay River, I felt there was nothing quite like a call home. It was never an issue of homesickness, missing a certain someone, or needing to hear a voice, but it was the only time I ever felt like anyone was interested in what I had to say. Nobody I was in constant contact with in New Brunswick had been here, so to them, even my boring days could come across as exciting.
Up again to an empty room on a rather gloomy day, I started off by calling my parents. I had even courted the idea of a conference call, but with divorcees, no matter how reconciled and friendly these days, you can never take that chance. I called mom and dad, rattling off my adventures, stirring whimsy and held gasps as I recounted the climbs and drives, and amounts of alcohol consumed thus far.
I looked at the threatening sky upon hanging up and then sought caffeine. Figuring I was to spend a chunk of this day alone, I headed to Tim Hortons and thought about poking around the shops and stores in Canmore, finally taking a day to see the town rather than pass through it on my way elsewhere, as had become my trend since arriving. Just as I neared the drive-through, there sat Noel on a concrete divider, two coffees at his side, talking on his phone.
As he climbed in we decided that my rummage about town could wait for a few hours. The sky was graying over the Bow Valley, but behind it was a friendlier cloud cover which would suit me on errands and ambles come afternoon. The morning, most of lunch, and a parcel of the afternoon would be spent again in Kananaskis Country, but I was to see much, much more of it.
Heading East on the TransCanada, we hooked South and Southwest on the Kananaskis Trail. We had driven out of the mountains within the time it took to smoke a cigarette, and circled right back in just moments after curling around the foothills. Just shy of a half hour drive, I hauled the truck into a space at the Delta Lodge in Kananaskis. As someone who works in the hospitality industry, I was keen on seeing quite a few spots on my journey, but this had eluded my radar.
Among the many pleasant views, verandahs, and veils of rain, I noticed how much like a small town this property felt. The main buildings were designed in the vein of large chateaus (like everything else within 100 miles) with secondary buildings following suit, and the spaces between echoed resemblances of parks or rest stops, signs pointing to trails, a general store, restaurants, and so on. Even in the heavy mist and intermittent rain, I got the sense of what this spot could be like on a beautiful day in any season: it would be glorious.
After meeting with an old friend from our high school years whom Noel had only seen once or twice in two years since living here, we continued into the back country. We made our way to Peter Lougheed Provincial Park to check out the Upper and Lower Kananaskis Lakes. With the weather, the conditions were not ideal for, say, a lunch on the beach, extended periods without a jacket, or even peeing in the woods. Given this, we snapped our photos and looked around in less than 10 minutes at each lake, got back in the truck, and headed back to Canmore.
Within that 150km circuit I had driven out of (then back into) the Rockies, seen yet another old friend, gone through four Provincial Parks, seen a 1km long ice shelf, heard the thunderous roar of distant avalanches, rebounded my echo some 10 seconds or more, shit in the most wonderful outhouse in the world, and tested the rally limits on my truck. I considered this to be a worthwhile day, and by the time we got back to Canmore, just over half of it had been passed.
Noel decided to relax that afternoon and putter about some chores at the hotel, so I would finally get my chance to immerse myself in the culture of Canmore the same way I did it in any other place: laundry. As a lover of the act of people-watching, I simply relish my times in foreign laundromats: the ill-kempt mother with 10 hockey bags of just underwear, the grizzled patch worker passing through, hippies familiarizing themselves with the simple act of cleaning clothes, and the average Joe smoking a pack between loading a wash and unloading the dryer. I myself tend to sit back with a book just in front of eyes, always peering over the pages at new patrons, and I will only turn when the correct angle is required to eavesdrop.
Aside from a lengthy conversation from two women on which hiking clips they liked, nothing much was happening as my wash finished, so I loaded up two dryers and spent half of my vacation’s savings on an hour of drying time. Again, caffeine was in dire demand from all of my remaining brain cells, but alas, my whole body would be disappointed. I procured a five dollar (that’s $5.00) coffee from a wholesome, cute little café and understood how they managed such an attractive establishment. My guess would be that they only brewed fresh coffee every other day, and then ran the previous day’s grinds through a mop the days in between. I stood outside, lit a cigarette, threw out a full coffee, and limbered about the streets.
Canmore is such a quaint little spot. Nestled in the Bow Valley, its backdrop would be hard to contest given what I have seen on this planet, and the streets are lined with impossibly attractive stores, homes, and public buildings. I honestly had a difficult time telling some houses from shops, and public buildings from restaurants, while only the gas stations were identifiable by the pumps. However deceiving some fronts may have been, I could have wandered for hours just drinking this place in. After passing the historic Canmore Hotel (the Ho’), I found myself in front of a great mural. I had forgotten the camera in the truck, so a mental picture would have to suffice, which it did not. All I recall about it now was the depiction of pigs with wings flying over a grand wall.
After another 30 minutes in the bustling metropolis of downtown Canmore, I returned to the Laundromat and packed up, loaded into the truck, and cranked some Pink Floyd. “Welcome to the Machine” hardly makes for a driving song at any speed, so I switched over to “Have a Cigar”. Back at the hotel, I did just that while relaxing in the sun waiting for Noel to finish. We would have a quick meal before he settled into an overnight watchman shift, and I would then be off to my first open mic night of vacation with Elaine, our other partner in the previous day’s hike of Lady MacDonald.
We got to a local pizza joint just as things were starting up. Having not had a drink yet that day (I was stunned to find it was almost 7pm!), I was antsy to belly up to a bar. I ordered two double ryes, one for swilling and one for sipping, and a glass of red for the missus. Enjoying the first two acts was like enjoying a proctology exam, only with more squirming. I could not understand for the life of me how someone could consider hitting a cat with a saw was music, but I also can not confirm those were the instruments as I had averted my eyes as well as my ears. I was trying to engage in conversation with Elaine, but we both just kept squinting at each other and making “ugh...” faces.
Then things livened up with a few more acts that clearly had their ducks in one or many rows. After I played a few songs about death, girls, and both, a powerful bluegrass quintet got up and just blew everyone away. To see these guys walking the streets would make me wonder if they had misplaced skateboards or jackhammers somewhere a few blocks back, but with a very country “and uh-1, uh-2”, they lit into some fantastic musicianship, earning them plenty of applause and a pitcher of draft on my tab.
At one point, it became apparent the Elaine had had a few too many glasses from the box behind the bar. I was very near a third drink which would end my driving for the evening, so I offered to give her a lift back before I continued on. She accepted with a sigh that said “I was too embarrassed to ask, so thank you for bringing it up”, and within minutes of leaving the bar and dropping her off, I was back to my third, fourth, and ultimately ninth drinks of the night.
What I had not expected upon return was to find yet another friend waiting at the bar. Jaclyn and I knew each other in high school, but had not seen one another since about 1999 or 2000. Through Noel, we had planned to meet up for coffee at some point, but to my recollection, this instance was pure fate. A grand exchange of hugs and “holy shit!” followed by drinks, and then it was near time for the establishment to close. We looked at each other, knowing we could not possibly end such rejuvenation of a friendship in this manner, so we headed to her place.
Now, at this point for you, and that point for me, we were both thinking the same thing. However, it was not in the cards, nor seriously on the table or mind at any point. I had known Jaclyn only sparingly in high school, and this meeting was a long part shy of nostalgic; there was nothing in our past, and truly, we hardly knew each other.
Arriving at her place we mixed several drinks, talked long into the wee hours, and laughed as though we were 16 again with not a care in the world. At one point, she hastened to her room to call her boyfriend back home before he went to work. I had a cigarette, reclined on the couch, and she never came out of that room. That was fine by me as I had a few hours of examining my eyelids to tend too.
Darkness played off the Eastern Ridge of the Bow Valley, and I drifted off to sleep only 3 hours shy of the time I had woken up.
Up again to an empty room on a rather gloomy day, I started off by calling my parents. I had even courted the idea of a conference call, but with divorcees, no matter how reconciled and friendly these days, you can never take that chance. I called mom and dad, rattling off my adventures, stirring whimsy and held gasps as I recounted the climbs and drives, and amounts of alcohol consumed thus far.
I looked at the threatening sky upon hanging up and then sought caffeine. Figuring I was to spend a chunk of this day alone, I headed to Tim Hortons and thought about poking around the shops and stores in Canmore, finally taking a day to see the town rather than pass through it on my way elsewhere, as had become my trend since arriving. Just as I neared the drive-through, there sat Noel on a concrete divider, two coffees at his side, talking on his phone.
As he climbed in we decided that my rummage about town could wait for a few hours. The sky was graying over the Bow Valley, but behind it was a friendlier cloud cover which would suit me on errands and ambles come afternoon. The morning, most of lunch, and a parcel of the afternoon would be spent again in Kananaskis Country, but I was to see much, much more of it.
Heading East on the TransCanada, we hooked South and Southwest on the Kananaskis Trail. We had driven out of the mountains within the time it took to smoke a cigarette, and circled right back in just moments after curling around the foothills. Just shy of a half hour drive, I hauled the truck into a space at the Delta Lodge in Kananaskis. As someone who works in the hospitality industry, I was keen on seeing quite a few spots on my journey, but this had eluded my radar.
Among the many pleasant views, verandahs, and veils of rain, I noticed how much like a small town this property felt. The main buildings were designed in the vein of large chateaus (like everything else within 100 miles) with secondary buildings following suit, and the spaces between echoed resemblances of parks or rest stops, signs pointing to trails, a general store, restaurants, and so on. Even in the heavy mist and intermittent rain, I got the sense of what this spot could be like on a beautiful day in any season: it would be glorious.
After meeting with an old friend from our high school years whom Noel had only seen once or twice in two years since living here, we continued into the back country. We made our way to Peter Lougheed Provincial Park to check out the Upper and Lower Kananaskis Lakes. With the weather, the conditions were not ideal for, say, a lunch on the beach, extended periods without a jacket, or even peeing in the woods. Given this, we snapped our photos and looked around in less than 10 minutes at each lake, got back in the truck, and headed back to Canmore.
Within that 150km circuit I had driven out of (then back into) the Rockies, seen yet another old friend, gone through four Provincial Parks, seen a 1km long ice shelf, heard the thunderous roar of distant avalanches, rebounded my echo some 10 seconds or more, shit in the most wonderful outhouse in the world, and tested the rally limits on my truck. I considered this to be a worthwhile day, and by the time we got back to Canmore, just over half of it had been passed.
Noel decided to relax that afternoon and putter about some chores at the hotel, so I would finally get my chance to immerse myself in the culture of Canmore the same way I did it in any other place: laundry. As a lover of the act of people-watching, I simply relish my times in foreign laundromats: the ill-kempt mother with 10 hockey bags of just underwear, the grizzled patch worker passing through, hippies familiarizing themselves with the simple act of cleaning clothes, and the average Joe smoking a pack between loading a wash and unloading the dryer. I myself tend to sit back with a book just in front of eyes, always peering over the pages at new patrons, and I will only turn when the correct angle is required to eavesdrop.
Aside from a lengthy conversation from two women on which hiking clips they liked, nothing much was happening as my wash finished, so I loaded up two dryers and spent half of my vacation’s savings on an hour of drying time. Again, caffeine was in dire demand from all of my remaining brain cells, but alas, my whole body would be disappointed. I procured a five dollar (that’s $5.00) coffee from a wholesome, cute little café and understood how they managed such an attractive establishment. My guess would be that they only brewed fresh coffee every other day, and then ran the previous day’s grinds through a mop the days in between. I stood outside, lit a cigarette, threw out a full coffee, and limbered about the streets.
Canmore is such a quaint little spot. Nestled in the Bow Valley, its backdrop would be hard to contest given what I have seen on this planet, and the streets are lined with impossibly attractive stores, homes, and public buildings. I honestly had a difficult time telling some houses from shops, and public buildings from restaurants, while only the gas stations were identifiable by the pumps. However deceiving some fronts may have been, I could have wandered for hours just drinking this place in. After passing the historic Canmore Hotel (the Ho’), I found myself in front of a great mural. I had forgotten the camera in the truck, so a mental picture would have to suffice, which it did not. All I recall about it now was the depiction of pigs with wings flying over a grand wall.
After another 30 minutes in the bustling metropolis of downtown Canmore, I returned to the Laundromat and packed up, loaded into the truck, and cranked some Pink Floyd. “Welcome to the Machine” hardly makes for a driving song at any speed, so I switched over to “Have a Cigar”. Back at the hotel, I did just that while relaxing in the sun waiting for Noel to finish. We would have a quick meal before he settled into an overnight watchman shift, and I would then be off to my first open mic night of vacation with Elaine, our other partner in the previous day’s hike of Lady MacDonald.
We got to a local pizza joint just as things were starting up. Having not had a drink yet that day (I was stunned to find it was almost 7pm!), I was antsy to belly up to a bar. I ordered two double ryes, one for swilling and one for sipping, and a glass of red for the missus. Enjoying the first two acts was like enjoying a proctology exam, only with more squirming. I could not understand for the life of me how someone could consider hitting a cat with a saw was music, but I also can not confirm those were the instruments as I had averted my eyes as well as my ears. I was trying to engage in conversation with Elaine, but we both just kept squinting at each other and making “ugh...” faces.
Then things livened up with a few more acts that clearly had their ducks in one or many rows. After I played a few songs about death, girls, and both, a powerful bluegrass quintet got up and just blew everyone away. To see these guys walking the streets would make me wonder if they had misplaced skateboards or jackhammers somewhere a few blocks back, but with a very country “and uh-1, uh-2”, they lit into some fantastic musicianship, earning them plenty of applause and a pitcher of draft on my tab.
At one point, it became apparent the Elaine had had a few too many glasses from the box behind the bar. I was very near a third drink which would end my driving for the evening, so I offered to give her a lift back before I continued on. She accepted with a sigh that said “I was too embarrassed to ask, so thank you for bringing it up”, and within minutes of leaving the bar and dropping her off, I was back to my third, fourth, and ultimately ninth drinks of the night.
What I had not expected upon return was to find yet another friend waiting at the bar. Jaclyn and I knew each other in high school, but had not seen one another since about 1999 or 2000. Through Noel, we had planned to meet up for coffee at some point, but to my recollection, this instance was pure fate. A grand exchange of hugs and “holy shit!” followed by drinks, and then it was near time for the establishment to close. We looked at each other, knowing we could not possibly end such rejuvenation of a friendship in this manner, so we headed to her place.
Now, at this point for you, and that point for me, we were both thinking the same thing. However, it was not in the cards, nor seriously on the table or mind at any point. I had known Jaclyn only sparingly in high school, and this meeting was a long part shy of nostalgic; there was nothing in our past, and truly, we hardly knew each other.
Arriving at her place we mixed several drinks, talked long into the wee hours, and laughed as though we were 16 again with not a care in the world. At one point, she hastened to her room to call her boyfriend back home before he went to work. I had a cigarette, reclined on the couch, and she never came out of that room. That was fine by me as I had a few hours of examining my eyelids to tend too.
Darkness played off the Eastern Ridge of the Bow Valley, and I drifted off to sleep only 3 hours shy of the time I had woken up.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Trip - Day 4 – Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Considering the strain I had put on myself the day before, I felt revitalized to a point that I was certain I had recently starred in a shampoo commercial. Noel opened the door just as I swung my feet off the couch and presented me with a coffee and breakfast sandwich from Tim Hortons. We watched hockey highlights while digesting what would surely haunt us halfway up the mountain we sought this beautiful morning.
A new employee where Noel worked was to join us on our trek, so we met up with Elaine and headed across the highway to park at the base of Mount Lady MacDonald. The 8,550 foot (4,550 not considering sea level) peak was named in 1886 after Susan Agnes Macdonald, wife of Sir John A. Macdonald, the first Prime Minister of Canada. John A., most likely seeking an apologetic gesture for a night of hard drinking, chose the mountain in the Fairholme Range as they travelled on the then brand new Canadian National Railway while they headed to Vancouver, British Columbia.
Again, we all took a quick stretch and stopped at a bench for our customary beer, then hit the wooded trail to begin our climb. Elaine was a stark contrast to Noel and I, aside from her long hair, breasts, and eyes clear of bloodshot. While we wore shorts and a shirt, she was decked out in a smart pair of pants, layered shirts, a hat, and that go-getter, British accent. We asked whether she had climbed before to any extent, and she brushed it off with little mention of a few hills here and there. I was concerned she may suffer some heat exhaustion being so over-dressed, and secretly hoped she would remedy this as any single, sexually deprived 26 year old could imagine she would. To our surprise, she never broke a sweat the whole hike, and was much better for the climb than anyone would have given her credit for. Turns out she was modest, and had been part of treks in France and New Zealand, to name a few places.
The initial portion of the climb was similar to the first section of Ha Ling the day before, with a steep incline, a cover of woods, and several beautiful vistas at which to catch your breath. Traffic was a little heavier on this side of the valley, with hikers passing in all directions every so often for the first hour or so, all of them well spaced and letting off loud shouts to ward off any cougars, bears, or serial killers. Like Noel, the more experienced of the crowd bounded past us with the agility of mature sheep, some of these morning-trippers well into their 60’s.
After a few breaks, where Elaine and I exchanged “fuck its hot, how does Noel keep going” glances, we neared the edge of the tree line and found ourselves in a rock field that required some attentive footfalls. A few times we would edge between boulders that had to weigh more than several trucks. Noel stopped us at one point to show us where, barely a year before, he and another of our high school crew had spotted a cougar. This, obviously, instilled no more confidence in my safety, and I kept a keen eye on the bear spray hanging off of Noel’s belt, as well as any rocks I felt I could use as weapons or suicide clinchers. If I could off myself in that brief moment between a cougar’s pounce and the impact, I would gladly do so.
Eventually, the trees thinned and diminished, we took a brief rest on a ledge overlooking Canmore from the East, then plodded up a ridge toward the Teahouse and lookout platform. To our left, the mountain slipped leisurely into the Bow Valley, while on our right a grazing meadow for Rocky Mountain sheep sat silent in the windless midday.
Not 15 minutes after catching our breath, we stepped onto the first plateau of Lady MacDonald, as far as we would go that day. The view, as with the day before from Ha Ling, was spectacular. We were about another 1,000 – 1,500 feet from the proper summit, but time and energy were already running thin, and the platforms would serve us well for an hour rest before descending.
The Teahouse was at one point likely a great idea. The now dilapidated structure was intended to be a sort or mountain-side restaurant with beverages, sandwiches, photo opportunities, and overpriced trinkets to mark the climb. Originally, a gondola was planned to attract more tourists to the platforms, while still allowing hikers to enjoy the trail from an alternate route. Favorably, the local government and population decided against the eyesore burdening the entire hillside, stating that if visitors wanted a gondola ride, Banff was a half hour up the road.
While it is still a fantastic view, one can hardly avoid the assumption that the original concept would have been somewhat quaint, even if only enjoyed by hikers and not throngs of bluehairs with fanny packs and matching sweaters. Of the two platforms, the octagonal structure boasted a wonderful deck on top, with what would have housed the business end underneath, windows offering gorgeous views in most directions. Now, however, the makeup had fallen rather dreary, and was littered with beer cans, condom wrappers, and other rubbish. Just 100 feet away, a platform about 20 X 60 sat unfinished, was devoid of any mentionable characteristics, but offered a great place to stretch out and could serve as the most unwatchable stage in concert history.
We sat and had a few beers, talking amongst ourselves about nothing too much, and watched another couple of hikers make their descent from the proper summit. As we relaxed we would take stock of their progress toward us, and eventually they boarded the platform and sat along side us. Throughout the eventual “hikers” conversation, we learned that their route had begun where ours had, but they had bypassed Lady MacDonald in favor of another ridge to our West, an inches wide trek with mirrored 1,000 foot drops that likely took about an hour or more to conquer. They had started almost five hours earlier, had logged quite considerable distance and elevation, and looked fairly well for their wear. I felt quite out of shape, sweating even after our rest, and was put directly to shame upon finding out the wife of the couple was also pregnant. I felt labored with only a shit in my stomach, let alone a being contriving its life.
What goes up must come down, and instead of replaying our climb in reverse we opted for a steeper shortcut down the hill, rattling off the altitude in about half the time it took to accumulate it. Elaine and I both had the burn in our legs and back, and when we hit flat ground to make for the truck, we shared a deep breath and hive five. Noel, as usual, was skipping and turning cartwheels, seemingly unaffected by anything that had occurred over the 3 hours or so since breakfast.
As per his work schedule, Noel punched in, leaving Elaine and I free to explore parts of Canmore. She was fairly new to the area, and I offered to show her some of the back country from the comfort of a moving vehicle.
Before we headed into the mountains, we opted to look for supper first. We tried a few places, but she ate no meat or dairy so we had a hard time finding a suitable menu. At one spot, she asked politely if there was anything that would suit her dining options.
“I’m sorry, but most of our selections do contain meat or dairy,” offered Darren. (Well, he looked like a Darren, anyway. Darrens have a look, don’t they?)
“Perhaps they could just make me a salad?” she offered.
“I will ask, and for you sir?”
“I only eat meat and dairy, so is it possible you could just walk a live calf up to the table? I’ll be happy to take care of things from there.”
While Elaine blushed, the waiter retreated to the kitchen. He returned some minutes later to apologize, stating that only items off the menu can be ordered. Elaine, being as well-mannered as anyone could possibly be at such brutal customer service, ordered water and we promptly left.
After a while cruising the back roads and making small chat we headed back to the hotel and parted ways. Later that night, Noel and I enjoyed a final soak in the hot tub then called it a night. As I drifted off to sleep I mulled over the fact that I had climbed two mountains in two days. Granted, I was a long shot from being suspended by twine over a plunge to my death, but as a person whose most notable conquests have been on flat land or messy beds, it felt good. It also felt good to see the weather report for the following few days, and know that all activities would be held at lower altitudes, in a sitting position, scotch in hand.
Ahhh… vacation.
A new employee where Noel worked was to join us on our trek, so we met up with Elaine and headed across the highway to park at the base of Mount Lady MacDonald. The 8,550 foot (4,550 not considering sea level) peak was named in 1886 after Susan Agnes Macdonald, wife of Sir John A. Macdonald, the first Prime Minister of Canada. John A., most likely seeking an apologetic gesture for a night of hard drinking, chose the mountain in the Fairholme Range as they travelled on the then brand new Canadian National Railway while they headed to Vancouver, British Columbia.
Again, we all took a quick stretch and stopped at a bench for our customary beer, then hit the wooded trail to begin our climb. Elaine was a stark contrast to Noel and I, aside from her long hair, breasts, and eyes clear of bloodshot. While we wore shorts and a shirt, she was decked out in a smart pair of pants, layered shirts, a hat, and that go-getter, British accent. We asked whether she had climbed before to any extent, and she brushed it off with little mention of a few hills here and there. I was concerned she may suffer some heat exhaustion being so over-dressed, and secretly hoped she would remedy this as any single, sexually deprived 26 year old could imagine she would. To our surprise, she never broke a sweat the whole hike, and was much better for the climb than anyone would have given her credit for. Turns out she was modest, and had been part of treks in France and New Zealand, to name a few places.
The initial portion of the climb was similar to the first section of Ha Ling the day before, with a steep incline, a cover of woods, and several beautiful vistas at which to catch your breath. Traffic was a little heavier on this side of the valley, with hikers passing in all directions every so often for the first hour or so, all of them well spaced and letting off loud shouts to ward off any cougars, bears, or serial killers. Like Noel, the more experienced of the crowd bounded past us with the agility of mature sheep, some of these morning-trippers well into their 60’s.
After a few breaks, where Elaine and I exchanged “fuck its hot, how does Noel keep going” glances, we neared the edge of the tree line and found ourselves in a rock field that required some attentive footfalls. A few times we would edge between boulders that had to weigh more than several trucks. Noel stopped us at one point to show us where, barely a year before, he and another of our high school crew had spotted a cougar. This, obviously, instilled no more confidence in my safety, and I kept a keen eye on the bear spray hanging off of Noel’s belt, as well as any rocks I felt I could use as weapons or suicide clinchers. If I could off myself in that brief moment between a cougar’s pounce and the impact, I would gladly do so.
Eventually, the trees thinned and diminished, we took a brief rest on a ledge overlooking Canmore from the East, then plodded up a ridge toward the Teahouse and lookout platform. To our left, the mountain slipped leisurely into the Bow Valley, while on our right a grazing meadow for Rocky Mountain sheep sat silent in the windless midday.
Not 15 minutes after catching our breath, we stepped onto the first plateau of Lady MacDonald, as far as we would go that day. The view, as with the day before from Ha Ling, was spectacular. We were about another 1,000 – 1,500 feet from the proper summit, but time and energy were already running thin, and the platforms would serve us well for an hour rest before descending.
The Teahouse was at one point likely a great idea. The now dilapidated structure was intended to be a sort or mountain-side restaurant with beverages, sandwiches, photo opportunities, and overpriced trinkets to mark the climb. Originally, a gondola was planned to attract more tourists to the platforms, while still allowing hikers to enjoy the trail from an alternate route. Favorably, the local government and population decided against the eyesore burdening the entire hillside, stating that if visitors wanted a gondola ride, Banff was a half hour up the road.
While it is still a fantastic view, one can hardly avoid the assumption that the original concept would have been somewhat quaint, even if only enjoyed by hikers and not throngs of bluehairs with fanny packs and matching sweaters. Of the two platforms, the octagonal structure boasted a wonderful deck on top, with what would have housed the business end underneath, windows offering gorgeous views in most directions. Now, however, the makeup had fallen rather dreary, and was littered with beer cans, condom wrappers, and other rubbish. Just 100 feet away, a platform about 20 X 60 sat unfinished, was devoid of any mentionable characteristics, but offered a great place to stretch out and could serve as the most unwatchable stage in concert history.
We sat and had a few beers, talking amongst ourselves about nothing too much, and watched another couple of hikers make their descent from the proper summit. As we relaxed we would take stock of their progress toward us, and eventually they boarded the platform and sat along side us. Throughout the eventual “hikers” conversation, we learned that their route had begun where ours had, but they had bypassed Lady MacDonald in favor of another ridge to our West, an inches wide trek with mirrored 1,000 foot drops that likely took about an hour or more to conquer. They had started almost five hours earlier, had logged quite considerable distance and elevation, and looked fairly well for their wear. I felt quite out of shape, sweating even after our rest, and was put directly to shame upon finding out the wife of the couple was also pregnant. I felt labored with only a shit in my stomach, let alone a being contriving its life.
What goes up must come down, and instead of replaying our climb in reverse we opted for a steeper shortcut down the hill, rattling off the altitude in about half the time it took to accumulate it. Elaine and I both had the burn in our legs and back, and when we hit flat ground to make for the truck, we shared a deep breath and hive five. Noel, as usual, was skipping and turning cartwheels, seemingly unaffected by anything that had occurred over the 3 hours or so since breakfast.
As per his work schedule, Noel punched in, leaving Elaine and I free to explore parts of Canmore. She was fairly new to the area, and I offered to show her some of the back country from the comfort of a moving vehicle.
Before we headed into the mountains, we opted to look for supper first. We tried a few places, but she ate no meat or dairy so we had a hard time finding a suitable menu. At one spot, she asked politely if there was anything that would suit her dining options.
“I’m sorry, but most of our selections do contain meat or dairy,” offered Darren. (Well, he looked like a Darren, anyway. Darrens have a look, don’t they?)
“Perhaps they could just make me a salad?” she offered.
“I will ask, and for you sir?”
“I only eat meat and dairy, so is it possible you could just walk a live calf up to the table? I’ll be happy to take care of things from there.”
While Elaine blushed, the waiter retreated to the kitchen. He returned some minutes later to apologize, stating that only items off the menu can be ordered. Elaine, being as well-mannered as anyone could possibly be at such brutal customer service, ordered water and we promptly left.
After a while cruising the back roads and making small chat we headed back to the hotel and parted ways. Later that night, Noel and I enjoyed a final soak in the hot tub then called it a night. As I drifted off to sleep I mulled over the fact that I had climbed two mountains in two days. Granted, I was a long shot from being suspended by twine over a plunge to my death, but as a person whose most notable conquests have been on flat land or messy beds, it felt good. It also felt good to see the weather report for the following few days, and know that all activities would be held at lower altitudes, in a sitting position, scotch in hand.
Ahhh… vacation.
Trip - Day 3 – Tuesday, April 20, 2010
My head ached. My body ached. My aches ached.
For the better part of two days I had sat in one position, and for the rest I had drank in one position. Getting up this Tuesday morning, I was hoping for a leisurely stroll through Canmore, sampling coffee and snacks, checking out a book store or two, and then retiring for a supper and drinks to carry into the evening.
Noel woke me up with bags already packed, beer already chilled, and five minutes notice that we were headed for a hearty breakfast and then making our way to a mountain we had passed under cover of dark last night. This peak had peered at us throughout the fading hours of light the evening before, but only now was I looking at it through the eyes of someone about to climb it.
Previously, my sole significant climb was up Mount Carleton in New Brunswick, a healthy 2,700 feet. I had gone there solo in my summer of dismay, an early up, late back trip where I had boarded Carter for the day. That drive was fueled by anger, desperation, and the ever-growing weariness of a soul gone awry. That afternoon, sitting atop the highest peak in the Maritimes, I easily forgot my troubles and was, for a few hours, better than I had been in the 6 months before. Back at home that night, feeling somewhat proud of my accomplishments, I cracked a bottle and continued a private suffering.
Now in the parking lot below the back side of Ha-Ling, I was beyond excited at the prospect of conquering a Rocky mountain. Something in the phrase “I’ve climbed a mountain in the Rockies” makes me feel proud of myself, but also carries a bite of bragging or bravado. I guess a mountain is a mountain is a mountain, but who’s to say? I was more intimidated regarding Ha-Ling than I had ever been by any piece of terra firma.
Ha-Ling rises just shy of 7,900 feet, but you have to remember than Canmore is also about 4,000 feet above sea level, making the climb as well just shy of 4,000 feet. Originally, this tip at the northwestern end of Mount Lawrence Grassi was declared “Chinaman’s Peak” in the late 1890’s. Ha Ling, a Chinese cook either for the Canadian Pacific Railway or a hotel in Canmore, was bet $50 (a more than considerable sum in those days) that he could not complete a round trip climb to plant a flag at the top in less than 10 hours. Leaving around 7am on a Saturday morning, he had returned for lunch with his workmates who, of course, did not believe him until he returned with witnesses to see his makeshift flag, and to plant a bigger, more visible flag.
Although referred to as Chinaman’s Peak for over 80 years, it had not become the officially recognized name until 1980. The name was kept until 1997 when the term “Chinaman” was deemed offensive, and the name was changed to honor the man himself, Ha Ling.
Noel and I elected to park the truck on the back side of the mountain to bypass about 1,000 of pushing either up a dirt road to our selected trailhead, or through a forested trail that would have us take a different route. We stretched our legs and back, mine aching from days of sitting stiff, Noel’s at least aware of what was to come as he was regularly in the back country for some sort of activity. We stopped just short of the trees and entrance to our trail, enjoyed our last sip of coffee and a cigarette, and then following the rear end of a rather fit blond, took to the ascent.
It was surprising, but it was not too long before I found my breathing heavy, yet not labored. I took small snaps from my water bottle so as not to succumb to cramps, and we would hike for 5 minutes and rest for one. The system worked, and while I was certainly not bounding up the mountain, it did make for a fairly smooth climb. Periodically we would come to turns in the trail or breaks in the trees, and I would catch glimpses of the range around us: peak upon peak of gargantuan beauty, amazement capable of frying brain cells, and sheer awe in the mass of my surroundings. Here and there, Noel would offer an encouraging “only 15 minutes to the treeline”, and would repeat himself 15 minutes later.
Once we were out of the woods, we took a quick ten minute rest to enjoy a beer before our final push over loose rocks, and the haphazardly beaten paths among them, to the bowl between Ha-Ling and Miner’s Col just to our right. Noel is likely to be 1/3 mountain goat given his ability to make my clambering look like folly in the wake of his easy stroll, but he would never allow himself to be tested to prove such. He waited about eight minutes ahead of me on a rock, shouting obscenities and demeaning remarks as I labored my way to the bowl. I kept my eyes down the whole way, not wanting to spoil my first engagement with a view such as I was seeking.
I got to the edge, took a seat opposite Noel, took off my pack, opened a beer, lit a cigarette, and only then did I turn my head some 20 degrees and regard one of the finest sights I had seen outside a bedroom. Canmore lay some 3,500 feet below us, looking much like a presentation at your local model train show. I could identify the place where I was staying and a few landmark buildings or clusters, but I just kept looking down. I had never experienced such a feeling: I was up here, I had done this. I felt as though this achievement would suit me, but I then looked up to see the remaining 500 feet or so to Ha Ling beckoning. We debated mounting Miner’s Col, but some areas of snow made the trek appear a bit unsafe. Collecting our debris, we set off, upward still.
Not too long later, I was passing a “please do not throw rocks: climbers below” sign, and wondered in earnest if a younger Noel had visited the older Noel up here one day. We had raised some Hell on occasion, and I could see that Noel firing rocks of the peak with reckless abandon, the older Noel shaking his head and taking pictures. At the summit, we again cracked a beer and took in the surrounding vista.
I was once more in awe, my camera in my outstretched arms over a drop over about 2,000 feet. This sheer drop featured some challenging climbing routes for the mentally insane, and was a rather imposing figure from any angle around or on it. We spent a good 20 minutes or so taking pictures, shooting the breeze, and reveling in a beautiful day, just the two of us, 4,000 feet from anyone.
Honestly, I do not recall much of the descent, and fail to remember passing anyone moving in either direction. My carefully selected footholds and baby steps on the loose rock occupied almost my entire brain, and left little room for memories to be made. At one point I looked up to see Noel in full sprint down the side of the hill, bounding carelessly with 10 foot strides and leaving plumes of dust behind him. He would stop, watched me sympathetically, and then continue on again. Into the woods, we were welcomed with shade and shed layers with no fear of the blistering sun. While walking the trail, we hit one patch of available light that was so warm, so inviting, and so breathtaking in its view that we opted to stop and rest our legs. Honestly, making my way down was much harder on my body, while making my way up had been more taxing mentally.
We broke from the trail and got back to the truck, and while I had gained something to add to my obituary I had lost a newly purchased shirt and my hunting knife. I looked back at the hill and said “you can have ‘em”, climbed into the driver’s seat, and headed back to town.
Noel had a few hours of work to tend to, so I enjoyed a scotch and a shower, and before going any further with my intake went to the grocery store to fetch lasagna for supper. Also procuring beer, I felt I was making myself somewhat useful as a guest, rather than trailing behind my guide during the day and whining about my aches at night. Between that evening’s hockey game on TV, supper in the oven, and a perfect view of Ha-Ling from the deck window, I could not think of a better way to finish off the day.
Noel, however, had thought about this plenty. After devouring our supper, and quite a few beers, we retreated to a hot tub and soaked the stiffness out of our muscles. I slept amazingly that night, but just before I went to bed I sat and had a cigarette on the back stoop. I wanted to look back and remember everything about that climb, the scenery, the views, and the physical demands, but I was staring straight at my next day’s hurdle.
For once I would have something with John A. MacDonald, aside from alcoholism and razor-sharp wit: after tomorrow, we would both have mounted Lady MacDonald.
For the better part of two days I had sat in one position, and for the rest I had drank in one position. Getting up this Tuesday morning, I was hoping for a leisurely stroll through Canmore, sampling coffee and snacks, checking out a book store or two, and then retiring for a supper and drinks to carry into the evening.
Noel woke me up with bags already packed, beer already chilled, and five minutes notice that we were headed for a hearty breakfast and then making our way to a mountain we had passed under cover of dark last night. This peak had peered at us throughout the fading hours of light the evening before, but only now was I looking at it through the eyes of someone about to climb it.
Previously, my sole significant climb was up Mount Carleton in New Brunswick, a healthy 2,700 feet. I had gone there solo in my summer of dismay, an early up, late back trip where I had boarded Carter for the day. That drive was fueled by anger, desperation, and the ever-growing weariness of a soul gone awry. That afternoon, sitting atop the highest peak in the Maritimes, I easily forgot my troubles and was, for a few hours, better than I had been in the 6 months before. Back at home that night, feeling somewhat proud of my accomplishments, I cracked a bottle and continued a private suffering.
Now in the parking lot below the back side of Ha-Ling, I was beyond excited at the prospect of conquering a Rocky mountain. Something in the phrase “I’ve climbed a mountain in the Rockies” makes me feel proud of myself, but also carries a bite of bragging or bravado. I guess a mountain is a mountain is a mountain, but who’s to say? I was more intimidated regarding Ha-Ling than I had ever been by any piece of terra firma.
Ha-Ling rises just shy of 7,900 feet, but you have to remember than Canmore is also about 4,000 feet above sea level, making the climb as well just shy of 4,000 feet. Originally, this tip at the northwestern end of Mount Lawrence Grassi was declared “Chinaman’s Peak” in the late 1890’s. Ha Ling, a Chinese cook either for the Canadian Pacific Railway or a hotel in Canmore, was bet $50 (a more than considerable sum in those days) that he could not complete a round trip climb to plant a flag at the top in less than 10 hours. Leaving around 7am on a Saturday morning, he had returned for lunch with his workmates who, of course, did not believe him until he returned with witnesses to see his makeshift flag, and to plant a bigger, more visible flag.
Although referred to as Chinaman’s Peak for over 80 years, it had not become the officially recognized name until 1980. The name was kept until 1997 when the term “Chinaman” was deemed offensive, and the name was changed to honor the man himself, Ha Ling.
Noel and I elected to park the truck on the back side of the mountain to bypass about 1,000 of pushing either up a dirt road to our selected trailhead, or through a forested trail that would have us take a different route. We stretched our legs and back, mine aching from days of sitting stiff, Noel’s at least aware of what was to come as he was regularly in the back country for some sort of activity. We stopped just short of the trees and entrance to our trail, enjoyed our last sip of coffee and a cigarette, and then following the rear end of a rather fit blond, took to the ascent.
It was surprising, but it was not too long before I found my breathing heavy, yet not labored. I took small snaps from my water bottle so as not to succumb to cramps, and we would hike for 5 minutes and rest for one. The system worked, and while I was certainly not bounding up the mountain, it did make for a fairly smooth climb. Periodically we would come to turns in the trail or breaks in the trees, and I would catch glimpses of the range around us: peak upon peak of gargantuan beauty, amazement capable of frying brain cells, and sheer awe in the mass of my surroundings. Here and there, Noel would offer an encouraging “only 15 minutes to the treeline”, and would repeat himself 15 minutes later.
Once we were out of the woods, we took a quick ten minute rest to enjoy a beer before our final push over loose rocks, and the haphazardly beaten paths among them, to the bowl between Ha-Ling and Miner’s Col just to our right. Noel is likely to be 1/3 mountain goat given his ability to make my clambering look like folly in the wake of his easy stroll, but he would never allow himself to be tested to prove such. He waited about eight minutes ahead of me on a rock, shouting obscenities and demeaning remarks as I labored my way to the bowl. I kept my eyes down the whole way, not wanting to spoil my first engagement with a view such as I was seeking.
I got to the edge, took a seat opposite Noel, took off my pack, opened a beer, lit a cigarette, and only then did I turn my head some 20 degrees and regard one of the finest sights I had seen outside a bedroom. Canmore lay some 3,500 feet below us, looking much like a presentation at your local model train show. I could identify the place where I was staying and a few landmark buildings or clusters, but I just kept looking down. I had never experienced such a feeling: I was up here, I had done this. I felt as though this achievement would suit me, but I then looked up to see the remaining 500 feet or so to Ha Ling beckoning. We debated mounting Miner’s Col, but some areas of snow made the trek appear a bit unsafe. Collecting our debris, we set off, upward still.
Not too long later, I was passing a “please do not throw rocks: climbers below” sign, and wondered in earnest if a younger Noel had visited the older Noel up here one day. We had raised some Hell on occasion, and I could see that Noel firing rocks of the peak with reckless abandon, the older Noel shaking his head and taking pictures. At the summit, we again cracked a beer and took in the surrounding vista.
I was once more in awe, my camera in my outstretched arms over a drop over about 2,000 feet. This sheer drop featured some challenging climbing routes for the mentally insane, and was a rather imposing figure from any angle around or on it. We spent a good 20 minutes or so taking pictures, shooting the breeze, and reveling in a beautiful day, just the two of us, 4,000 feet from anyone.
Honestly, I do not recall much of the descent, and fail to remember passing anyone moving in either direction. My carefully selected footholds and baby steps on the loose rock occupied almost my entire brain, and left little room for memories to be made. At one point I looked up to see Noel in full sprint down the side of the hill, bounding carelessly with 10 foot strides and leaving plumes of dust behind him. He would stop, watched me sympathetically, and then continue on again. Into the woods, we were welcomed with shade and shed layers with no fear of the blistering sun. While walking the trail, we hit one patch of available light that was so warm, so inviting, and so breathtaking in its view that we opted to stop and rest our legs. Honestly, making my way down was much harder on my body, while making my way up had been more taxing mentally.
We broke from the trail and got back to the truck, and while I had gained something to add to my obituary I had lost a newly purchased shirt and my hunting knife. I looked back at the hill and said “you can have ‘em”, climbed into the driver’s seat, and headed back to town.
Noel had a few hours of work to tend to, so I enjoyed a scotch and a shower, and before going any further with my intake went to the grocery store to fetch lasagna for supper. Also procuring beer, I felt I was making myself somewhat useful as a guest, rather than trailing behind my guide during the day and whining about my aches at night. Between that evening’s hockey game on TV, supper in the oven, and a perfect view of Ha-Ling from the deck window, I could not think of a better way to finish off the day.
Noel, however, had thought about this plenty. After devouring our supper, and quite a few beers, we retreated to a hot tub and soaked the stiffness out of our muscles. I slept amazingly that night, but just before I went to bed I sat and had a cigarette on the back stoop. I wanted to look back and remember everything about that climb, the scenery, the views, and the physical demands, but I was staring straight at my next day’s hurdle.
For once I would have something with John A. MacDonald, aside from alcoholism and razor-sharp wit: after tomorrow, we would both have mounted Lady MacDonald.
Trip - Day 2 – Monday, April 19, 2010
Waking up, I realized that while I had enjoyed my surprise Grady show I had not done myself any favors by imbibing so much rye. Two things were apparent: the trend of drinking had most definitely begun, and I was going to have a long, long drive to Canmore.
I gathered my belongings, carted them to the truck and was off on the second leg of my drive. Through the strip of Grande Prairie, I hit every red light as I aimed for Route 40 which would lead me to Hinton, Alberta, about 10 kilometers from my entrance to Jasper National Park and the Rocky Mountains.
I tried one Tim Hortons, and it was far too busy. The other Tim Hortons that rested just at the foot of my next highway was just as crowded, but the bustle seemed to carrying folks through faster. I had a muffin and a coffee, topped the truck up at the gas station across the intersection, and then put the pedal down.
With a headache powerful enough to peel paint, I opted to drive mostly in silence. I rolled the window up, put on some air conditioning, and settled into a great drive. I was unsure when my first view of the looming Rockies would come into play, and about 40 minutes outside of Grande Prairie I saw, a long way off in the distance, the first snowy peaks. Instantly, the hangover was gone and replaced with an adrenaline fused excitement in knowing I would be in the midst of their heft… in another 2 hours.
The route wound through some small towns, and I elected to take a breather in Grande Cache. I stopped to top the truck up again, give it a wash, and while hungry, I knew Hinton would make a better stop for an actual lunch. I bought a chocolate bar, filled my water bottle, and got back to the lolling road ahead.
My cell reception was insanely intermittent, sometimes going from amazing to nothing within seconds. I tried to listen to podcasts and radio from back home in the Maritimes, but had no luck. Again, back in silence, I peeled off the miles.
The silence was welcome, but made me all too aware that I was very much alone. It was difficult to look to the empty seat beside me because this was trip was a major event for me, and I felt someone should have been there. Someone should have been making remarks on my passing, advising me that my signal light was on, and getting on my last nerve over completely inane things. Someone should have been opening their bottle for a drink but offering it to me first, or lighting my cigarettes when the road produced turn after turn. Alas, this would not be the case.
All those points on my mind, I found my tires hitting the rumble strip beside the white line. I was just 10 minutes from Hinton, and I figured I had taken enough liberties “thinking and driving” so I cranked some music, sang along, and looked forward to lunch.
Hinton struck me initially as a quaint little spot. A nice, contained, manicured little pass-through on the edge of one of the World’s most beautiful plots of land, it offered convenience in a well stocked main drag and beautiful snippets of the Rocky peaks just above the trees.
Finding no identifiable mom and pop style diners, I chose a Smitty’s for lunch and had eggs benedict accompanied by the oddest hollandaise sauce in history. I could not place it then, nor can I now, but the texture was off and the flavor was missing something. Adding salt and pepper helped, but thinking about the taste made it tough to enjoy it, for me anyway. I paid, tipped well and was back into the sunny afternoon that was that April day.
Another Tim’s and a bathroom break, and I was on Highway 16 into the park. The mountains did not appear to have foothills of note from where I was, and were all of a sudden just there. Meters from the gate, I nearly rear-ended someone while looking up instead of ahead, and vowed to keep my gaze on the pavement from here on it.
After paying a modest ten dollars to enter the park, it was all of thirty seconds before the wildlife show began (and ended, as it were). The Rocky Mountain Sheep were in full force, grazing on the roadside completely oblivious to the vehicles around them. At first I thought this to be quite something, but remembered that this was an all day, every day thing for these and many other creatures living in the park. As happy as I was to be driving this highway, something I had longed my whole life to do, I had a pang of guilt that today my machine was among thousands that would rumble through here.
My first stop in the Park was at Athabasca Falls, where after a short walk I was winded and greeted by the return of my hangover. Immediately, I turned back toward the truck, passing it in favor of an outhouse. Though lush, well equipped, and likely the nicest outhouse I would ever see, it offered no comfort from the heaving and retching I was taking to while evacuating all I had consumed since the night before. Never in my life had a hangover been cured only to return in force. While this occurred to me, I began an opus of bodily functions from all orifices capable of making sounds or matter. I was in rough shape, and at this point would have to turn up the view of Athabasca and make my way further on up the road.
I navigated several avalanche zones where signs warned that stopping could make your day go from awesome to awful in mere seconds. In one point at a higher elevation the signs were not visible under a recent slide, the drifts cut into sharp 5 foot walls by a ballsy plow operator. I was descending into a bowl, white-knuckled where the white line was covered by the snow, and wave upon wave of truck and bus flooded the hill. As the traffic passed I was brought into a place I would describe as “my ideal place to die”. The road took a massive turn around the circular floor of the valley, and from the apex of the turn it almost looked as though I were on a closed loop in the middle of about 10 peaks. As I came out of the turn and left the valley, I was almost sad. What a beautiful place…
Through the ice fields, my neck sore from swiveling, I found myself at “The Crossing”. Just a stones throw from Route 11 to Rocky Mountain House and Red Deer, the amenities at the Saskatchewan River Crossing featured a gas station, pub, cafeteria, and hotel. Completely surrounded my mountains, it was the first accommodation I had seen since entering the park, and made me think that it could not possibly be a tough go to work anywhere along this stretch of road. I got a sandwich and refilled my water, sat on the tailgate and took in the air. Lying back, I felt I could easily drift off and felt it necessary to get yet another coffee, go to the bathroom yet again, and log the final miles to Canmore.
After passing Lake Louise, the Radium Hot Springs, and Banff, I was only a half hour or so from Canmore. I was looking forward to a scotch, to seeing my friend Noel, and being done with drives over 50 kilometers for about five days. In those last straight-aways and turns, I thought back on the drive as well. The road had been tight in spots, and did not offer the high elevations and switchbacks I had envisioned, but obviously offered a gorgeous vista at every glance. The motorists were courteous, slowing and waving people by as they lost their trains of thought while looking at the intense beauty around them.
Mainly, as I prepared myself mentally for finally seeing someone I knew for the first time in 4 months, the mountains called and echoed. For every new mountain I saw, the ones I had left behind me were still creating new ridges in my mind. The sheer magnitude of these mountains was staggering, which is an apparent enough statement, but the scale overwhelmed me. I had never been in the presence of an actual wonder, save for most mornings in front of the mirror, and pulling into Canmore I was amazed I did not get in an accident. I had just driven a significant stretch of highway through the Rockies, and I could barely recall looking at the road.
I got to Noel’s place, texted him, and two minutes later was shaking hands with a person I had known since junior high, but had not actually become friends with until his going away party almost 15 years later. We caught up quick over a scotch, had some supper and took a drive to procure all the evening’s necessities, some not of the ilk to mention in a public space.
We made a few stops, the last one in town being at another high school friend’s place. Justin had been out this way a while, he and Noel meeting up by chance one day at the grocery store, but his back had taken a beating at work. He had just succumbed to surgery, was in serious pain and on medication, but nonetheless was in amazing spirits for a person in his position. I admired his persistence, thinking I would just as soon have swallowed a bottle of those same meds and slept it off. Forever.
Leaving Justin’s, we made for my first rip through Kananaskis Country. The dirt road took us to Spray Lakes where, even under the cover of night, the forces of the land were not lost on me. I was seeing the mountains again, lit by the stars this time, and still the feeling in my stomach made me ache with excitement and awe. Noel had brought a “bear banger” with him and fired it into the great silence, only to explode and reverberate across several ranges, waking the wildlife in a chorus of chirps and tweets.
We took a quick rip to a helipad about 15km further on into the mountains, enjoyed a smash of scotch, a fantastic Caol Ila, and made our way back to Noel’s place. I made up the couch and stretched out, falling quickly asleep after the drive and all else the day had held. Planning on relaxing and strolling about town the next day, I was woken up by Noel around 9am, and he had different plans.
Ha-Ling watched over the town, and awaited our arrival and ascent.
I gathered my belongings, carted them to the truck and was off on the second leg of my drive. Through the strip of Grande Prairie, I hit every red light as I aimed for Route 40 which would lead me to Hinton, Alberta, about 10 kilometers from my entrance to Jasper National Park and the Rocky Mountains.
I tried one Tim Hortons, and it was far too busy. The other Tim Hortons that rested just at the foot of my next highway was just as crowded, but the bustle seemed to carrying folks through faster. I had a muffin and a coffee, topped the truck up at the gas station across the intersection, and then put the pedal down.
With a headache powerful enough to peel paint, I opted to drive mostly in silence. I rolled the window up, put on some air conditioning, and settled into a great drive. I was unsure when my first view of the looming Rockies would come into play, and about 40 minutes outside of Grande Prairie I saw, a long way off in the distance, the first snowy peaks. Instantly, the hangover was gone and replaced with an adrenaline fused excitement in knowing I would be in the midst of their heft… in another 2 hours.
The route wound through some small towns, and I elected to take a breather in Grande Cache. I stopped to top the truck up again, give it a wash, and while hungry, I knew Hinton would make a better stop for an actual lunch. I bought a chocolate bar, filled my water bottle, and got back to the lolling road ahead.
My cell reception was insanely intermittent, sometimes going from amazing to nothing within seconds. I tried to listen to podcasts and radio from back home in the Maritimes, but had no luck. Again, back in silence, I peeled off the miles.
The silence was welcome, but made me all too aware that I was very much alone. It was difficult to look to the empty seat beside me because this was trip was a major event for me, and I felt someone should have been there. Someone should have been making remarks on my passing, advising me that my signal light was on, and getting on my last nerve over completely inane things. Someone should have been opening their bottle for a drink but offering it to me first, or lighting my cigarettes when the road produced turn after turn. Alas, this would not be the case.
All those points on my mind, I found my tires hitting the rumble strip beside the white line. I was just 10 minutes from Hinton, and I figured I had taken enough liberties “thinking and driving” so I cranked some music, sang along, and looked forward to lunch.
Hinton struck me initially as a quaint little spot. A nice, contained, manicured little pass-through on the edge of one of the World’s most beautiful plots of land, it offered convenience in a well stocked main drag and beautiful snippets of the Rocky peaks just above the trees.
Finding no identifiable mom and pop style diners, I chose a Smitty’s for lunch and had eggs benedict accompanied by the oddest hollandaise sauce in history. I could not place it then, nor can I now, but the texture was off and the flavor was missing something. Adding salt and pepper helped, but thinking about the taste made it tough to enjoy it, for me anyway. I paid, tipped well and was back into the sunny afternoon that was that April day.
Another Tim’s and a bathroom break, and I was on Highway 16 into the park. The mountains did not appear to have foothills of note from where I was, and were all of a sudden just there. Meters from the gate, I nearly rear-ended someone while looking up instead of ahead, and vowed to keep my gaze on the pavement from here on it.
After paying a modest ten dollars to enter the park, it was all of thirty seconds before the wildlife show began (and ended, as it were). The Rocky Mountain Sheep were in full force, grazing on the roadside completely oblivious to the vehicles around them. At first I thought this to be quite something, but remembered that this was an all day, every day thing for these and many other creatures living in the park. As happy as I was to be driving this highway, something I had longed my whole life to do, I had a pang of guilt that today my machine was among thousands that would rumble through here.
My first stop in the Park was at Athabasca Falls, where after a short walk I was winded and greeted by the return of my hangover. Immediately, I turned back toward the truck, passing it in favor of an outhouse. Though lush, well equipped, and likely the nicest outhouse I would ever see, it offered no comfort from the heaving and retching I was taking to while evacuating all I had consumed since the night before. Never in my life had a hangover been cured only to return in force. While this occurred to me, I began an opus of bodily functions from all orifices capable of making sounds or matter. I was in rough shape, and at this point would have to turn up the view of Athabasca and make my way further on up the road.
I navigated several avalanche zones where signs warned that stopping could make your day go from awesome to awful in mere seconds. In one point at a higher elevation the signs were not visible under a recent slide, the drifts cut into sharp 5 foot walls by a ballsy plow operator. I was descending into a bowl, white-knuckled where the white line was covered by the snow, and wave upon wave of truck and bus flooded the hill. As the traffic passed I was brought into a place I would describe as “my ideal place to die”. The road took a massive turn around the circular floor of the valley, and from the apex of the turn it almost looked as though I were on a closed loop in the middle of about 10 peaks. As I came out of the turn and left the valley, I was almost sad. What a beautiful place…
Through the ice fields, my neck sore from swiveling, I found myself at “The Crossing”. Just a stones throw from Route 11 to Rocky Mountain House and Red Deer, the amenities at the Saskatchewan River Crossing featured a gas station, pub, cafeteria, and hotel. Completely surrounded my mountains, it was the first accommodation I had seen since entering the park, and made me think that it could not possibly be a tough go to work anywhere along this stretch of road. I got a sandwich and refilled my water, sat on the tailgate and took in the air. Lying back, I felt I could easily drift off and felt it necessary to get yet another coffee, go to the bathroom yet again, and log the final miles to Canmore.
After passing Lake Louise, the Radium Hot Springs, and Banff, I was only a half hour or so from Canmore. I was looking forward to a scotch, to seeing my friend Noel, and being done with drives over 50 kilometers for about five days. In those last straight-aways and turns, I thought back on the drive as well. The road had been tight in spots, and did not offer the high elevations and switchbacks I had envisioned, but obviously offered a gorgeous vista at every glance. The motorists were courteous, slowing and waving people by as they lost their trains of thought while looking at the intense beauty around them.
Mainly, as I prepared myself mentally for finally seeing someone I knew for the first time in 4 months, the mountains called and echoed. For every new mountain I saw, the ones I had left behind me were still creating new ridges in my mind. The sheer magnitude of these mountains was staggering, which is an apparent enough statement, but the scale overwhelmed me. I had never been in the presence of an actual wonder, save for most mornings in front of the mirror, and pulling into Canmore I was amazed I did not get in an accident. I had just driven a significant stretch of highway through the Rockies, and I could barely recall looking at the road.
I got to Noel’s place, texted him, and two minutes later was shaking hands with a person I had known since junior high, but had not actually become friends with until his going away party almost 15 years later. We caught up quick over a scotch, had some supper and took a drive to procure all the evening’s necessities, some not of the ilk to mention in a public space.
We made a few stops, the last one in town being at another high school friend’s place. Justin had been out this way a while, he and Noel meeting up by chance one day at the grocery store, but his back had taken a beating at work. He had just succumbed to surgery, was in serious pain and on medication, but nonetheless was in amazing spirits for a person in his position. I admired his persistence, thinking I would just as soon have swallowed a bottle of those same meds and slept it off. Forever.
Leaving Justin’s, we made for my first rip through Kananaskis Country. The dirt road took us to Spray Lakes where, even under the cover of night, the forces of the land were not lost on me. I was seeing the mountains again, lit by the stars this time, and still the feeling in my stomach made me ache with excitement and awe. Noel had brought a “bear banger” with him and fired it into the great silence, only to explode and reverberate across several ranges, waking the wildlife in a chorus of chirps and tweets.
We took a quick rip to a helipad about 15km further on into the mountains, enjoyed a smash of scotch, a fantastic Caol Ila, and made our way back to Noel’s place. I made up the couch and stretched out, falling quickly asleep after the drive and all else the day had held. Planning on relaxing and strolling about town the next day, I was woken up by Noel around 9am, and he had different plans.
Ha-Ling watched over the town, and awaited our arrival and ascent.
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